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Jan. 16th, 2007 | 12:37 am

I'm too emotional. I'm too attached to other people's pain and problems. It's none of my business. It's not my right to be crying to be scared for people I barely know or have never met. And it's not compassion. It feels something like vanity. Something like an ego that needs to be hurt. To be in anguish. Too hard on myself? Maybe I have it all wrong. I don't know. But it doesn't make sense for me to care this much. (Maybe I should be a nun.) I never understood how my mom could cry while watching the evening news. But now, lo siento, I feel it. I'm sorry. I'm so confusingly, unrightfully, genuinely sorry. But it's wrong. And it's misplaced. And it needs to end.

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Prom recap....

Jun. 4th, 2005 | 02:10 pm
mood: contentcontent

It was hot as fuck.

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Nov. 4th, 2004 | 07:56 pm

I think it's time to do some re-designing of my journal. I kinda wanna make it a bit more exclusive. Cuz I get kinda personal. But I really don't want to hurt people's feelings by taking them off my friend's list....

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It's a sad day

Nov. 3rd, 2004 | 03:10 pm
mood: sadsad

I am embarassed for our country.
I am embarassed that the separation of church and state is no longer of any value.
I am embarassed that we can be lied to, spurred to war based on that lie, have the fact that it was a lie proven...and still support the liar.
I am embarassed that the state that was most devastated by the loss of jobs,re-elected the man who lost them.
I'm just, simply embarassed.

I have never been least proud to be an American. But I hope I am proven wrong. I hope that President Bush is, in fact, a fantastic leader...

and will not single handedly cause the demise of this once great nation.

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Being decisive is fun

Nov. 1st, 2004 | 10:14 pm
mood: sleepysleepy

I want to be a writer. I don't know what type, and I probably won't even do it full-time, but that is what I want to be.
And now that I know what I want, I need to graduate. Because nothing else matters.

PS. "Re-defeat Bush." Oh man, I wish I had that slogan on a t-shirt of some sort.

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And Michigan State loses...

Oct. 30th, 2004 | 08:23 pm
mood: crankycranky

::mother sings UofM fight song while dancing around the house::

Shoot me. Shoot me now.

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Oct. 27th, 2004 | 07:47 pm
mood: nostalgicnostalgic

Just got back from my brother's football game/banquet. It was so special, even though CHS is is no longer undefeated *tear*.
Yeah and being at CHS made me want 7th grade to come back. I really want to be 12 again. Oh the memories...

Now I'm off to go read the most depressing book ever. And then I'll probably bust out with some old washington dc pictures to cheer me up.

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Back to School...

Oct. 10th, 2004 | 09:43 pm

Hm, I'm goin to school tomorrow. Don't know how I feel about that. I was excited to go so I could see everyone, but I got that job done at homecoming. And I'm not even going to be there on tuesday, so I might as well just not go tomorrow either...or wednsday through friday for that matter. Ah well, it might be good to pass a few classes this quarter, so I guess I'll go.

I think I'll watch a harry potter movie tonight. I wish I could live in harry potter land. That would be sweet. Who really needs reality anyway?

PS. Homecoming was amazing. Everything I wanted to happen did (cuz I'm SO FREAKIN PSYCHIC!). It was awesome to the max. Except the part where I didn't get to go to Lindsay's. But other than that, best homecoming ever. And we're all gonna make the winterfest pep rally just as fun as the homecoming one, right? The answer is yes because Annise doesn't want to weep tears of bitter despair over the fact that she missed the best pep rally northern has ever had. Got it? Good.

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Excellent day? You bet.

Oct. 7th, 2004 | 06:48 pm

1. got Pancakes for breakfast
2. had McDonald's for dinner
3. saw Mr. Cousino and family at McDonald's
4. bought Dirty Dancing Havana Nights at Target
5. mom actually let me go to Target with her
6. Emily dropped off a card w/ a bunch of people's signatures on it and I absolutly love it.

Yeah, it was a good day. Only bad part is my doctor says that I am not allowed to start practice again until November. Yup, I said november. And I could possibly need another surgery. Boooo
Oh well, time to go watch Havana Nights ("Represent represent, CUBA!").

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Oct. 6th, 2004 | 07:33 pm
mood: lovedloved

I've lost too much friggin weight. My new diet shall consist of lard, carbs, and sugar. Nothing else.
I tried on my homecoming dress today and it basically just kinda fell off. I'm very upset. Oh well, might not even get to go to homecoming.

Anyway, I visited mah team today (and I didn't cry, booya!). I tried to be sneaky and had my mom call to say I would call you guys during practice but HA, I didn't! I said hi in person! Yeah and coach pointed out that my butt is gone. I hadn't noticed. I came home and saw that the butt part of my jeans sagged to my thighs, and then I resolved to only eat doughnuts and chicken for two weeks.

Yeah well, I've been stalling on this homework business. I guess I better get started so I don't fail every class this card marking.


PS: Wow, didn't really expect people to be worried about me. I just read through my friend's list from the past couple weeks and oh man...I feel special. Thanx guys.

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